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the narco path in my bed

 Narcissistic tip: They are victims always. They blame everyone else. They twist the truth. They never take responsibility or are accountable, even if they say they are. Self-pity is their tool. They are the perfect lawyer, twisting anything to win their game. At any cost. You, your children, your friends and family…they consume and spit out anything and everything.


He broke us up over delusions, he chose his massive ego, delusions of grandeur, the conspiracies in his head,common practice of transferring all his problems, identity, his issues and fears onto the victim to manipulate the victim. It’s so cunningly done, many victims start to believe they might be guilty or have mental issues — see Stockholm Syndrome.


The discard phase reveals the cruelty in the narcissist that existed all along. This is the first look at his true self. The “real” love was just exhaustion of my narcissistic supply. There is no shame, no guilt. Apologies never came. Remorse never came. I was at fault for everything, he was an innocent victim.


The vampire has sucked me dry so he moves onto the next guy. Quickly. so fast he kept his bed at home warm while filling his other bed with anything he could get and a favorite became disgusting white trash meth hoes the very thing he made up that I was 


Me? they say I dodged the bullet of almost marrying a narcissistic sociopath with drug induced brain damage and schizoid fragmented thinking.  


. I escaped the man I loved. The only man I ever loved abd trusted fully. the closest thing to God I've ever known. I watched him as he said the exact same things to some hooker he barely knew as he told me after 7 years That's what they do they reuse the same words and then they borrow the words that you said to them before because they have none of their own. And it will linger forever, painfully. and all that steals he even tried to kill me a couple times because the truth to them is so ugly and will damage any new victims they're trying to get with that they would rather kill someone than to have the truth ever get out but in all reality all they do is leave an entire lifetime of people that know the whole truth and know what a waste they are nothing could be more hurtful.The true sociopath revealed himself in the end. I win. is somebody else's nightmare now and I'm supposed to be thankful.




 And it will feel horrid forever.

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