and since I've been an adult woman all of the adult men that I have known have been worthless they have been abusive game playing lacking of any emotional intelligence whatsoever lacking any integrity morality lacking any true manhood and complete and utter worthless piles of shit they have an abusive to animals to children to women they have not taken care of their property their families the things they own and the only one that was worth a goddamn was the one who did better pretending to be a stand-up man than all the rest of them did but what I could never figure out is if he could pretend to be that man why couldn't he just be that man he obviously knew what to do he just chose not to I will never fucking know if he was really that person the whole time and just chose win to bring out the other side of him or if going to prison and smoking K2 literally rewired his brain and turned him into the monster he became but what I do know is the things I saw after that were so man...

  you made me do it

when he first started beating on me after he was sure I wouldn't leave him after he got out of prison cuz that's what narcissistic domestic violence piece of shit men who beat and abused white women do they wait to pull it out of their pocket till they're sure he won't leave they know the day they meet you they're going to abuse you because they're abusive fucking cunts but he waited and literally the day he came home and started putting hands on me she's a dirt big piece of shit that needs to burn alive he smashed a statue I had got from my daughter the mother and daughter statue that was beautiful that we loved and of course after he rained hell on my family and terrorized my children like the piece of shit he is just expecting us to just forget about it and not give a fuck he promised to buy a new one and he never did just like he never truly apologize and he never quit being abusive chasing my daughter out of the house making her feel the need to run awa...